Snow and Spaghetti Trees

Today is a starch day. I really should eat before anyone can come over and stop me from barfing. UGH.

Family dinner but I'm almost SURE I can get upstairs before anyone holds me up. Back down to 184 this morning. I hope I can hold on to that. Two days of basically nothing really helped lol.

I luv you girls for all the comments. I have stuff to dish to you.
My former roommate's boyfriend wants me to fuck him....
Yeeeaaaahhhh. I mean I really need to get laid. But I'm sooo not trying to deal with the drama. What do you think?
Also I have a date Sat with Perfect...super excited!
Supposed to snow the rest of the week...all except Thursday

Last night I played some of the best rounds of survival in Uncharted with these two kids last night. They were so funny!
Also played with A later in the night.

A(fter thought section):
So playing online you get the chance to talk to your teammates through a wireless mic. Both A and I have one. Let me get my pathetic admission out of the way. I really really really REALLY love his voice. Like....man its wonderful.
The brains behind that voice? Annoying as shit! He knows how to get under my skin and I fall into it every time.
Now, I was wondering last night as I fell into a coma, what would I say to him if we were just talking? And the answer is a lot, and nothing. Nothing because I feel like I've said all I could until I was blue in the face. A lot because I just don't think he gets it. And if he does he either doesn't care or doesn't know what to do about it. I can understand that, I'm really confusing.
Now A, don't get me wrong, I still want a parasite to crawl up your ass and devour you from the inside, but you disarm me like no one else. You make me think you're this fantastic person even when I screaming at you to shut your fucking face.
I wish to the goddess I'd never fallen in love with someone so utterly wrong for me. Someone who makes me so angry and happy at the same time. Someone who I would do anything for, but would regret it the second he opened his mouth. Someone who loves to point out my shortcomings and live as if the world is his personal satellite.
Why me, A?
Dear god....why me...