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While I was at the spa last Friday, I happened to pick up a book. It was called 'Eat To Live' by a Muslim prophet, I don't remember who. But I began to read through the first part of the book and realized how, restrictive it is. There were so many things you couldn't eat, or didn't want to because our bodies have such a hard time processing them. But what struck me as sort of ironic, was that the book said you should only eat one meal a day. The book also said that you would live longer if you could eat one meal every two or three days.

The teachings of this prophet are scary close to our own Ana creeds. Yet they are accepted. How is what we do wrong? Trying to better ourselves, stay healthy, live long? Keeping ourselves away from temptations, and gluttony. Gluttony is a deadly sin, yet this country is so Obese. So much for living after our puritanical founders. I hate the way this country work sometimes. Its frustrates me to no end. Anyway you can pick up a copy of that book maybe at a used book store but it was so old I'm not sure.

Down 3 lbs. How about you?

The battles.

I've lost 4 lbs in 3 days. Haven't weighed today.

I'm going vegetarian for the rest of my life. After my colonic I can't imagine putting that gross junk food stuff in my body.
So far it hasn't been hard to resist meat either, I've come up with some really creative ways to cook my veggies.
No Butter, only olive oil.
Also no white flour, no white sugar, no canned or frozen veggies. Only egg whites, goat cheese only. Also the lady at the spa told me the reason I had acne was because of chicken. Suffice to say my face has cleared up like magic after my day there.

Got caught shoplifting and now I have to go to court on Thurs. Scared. I haven't told anyone in my family yet and bile rises in my throat every time I think about it.

How are you guys?

update

Had a colonic yesterday and now I'm on detox for 2 weeks. I look great

How is everyone else doing?

No Spoilers Here?

Ok HP fans and fanatics. I am a happy girl today. Not only did I resist movie candy, but I also saw HBP last night at midnight. I was not disappointed.
I would say, personally, that this movie is better than the 4th or the 5th. We're getting back to the great scenes of 'The Sorcerer's Stone' and the creativity of ' The Prisoner of Azkaban'.
The only thing I would complain about would the the lack of piecing some very important points together conclusively. These points were introduced, and left for the watcher to wonder about until the end, when it popped up again with the answer, but no explanation.

Now for the Movie Eye Candy.

All of us are terribly in love with Ron(Rupert Grint), Draco(Tom Felton), and Neville(Matthew Lewis). Or maybe its just me about Neville.
You get to see plenty of Ron and Draco, but Neville was only in a few scenes and I guess you must content yourself with that until the 7th movie.
Ron, as usual, was comic relief which saddens me because he is very courageous and he's a person, not just a good laugh.
Draco really becomes the guy you love in this move. He has dark brooding scenes, and a hard decision to make, as we all know. By the end of this movie you just want to grab him up and hold him close. As if you didn't want to do that already, lol.

But a new face made me catch my breath. The role of Tom Riddle, sixteen, played by Frank Dillane(see pic). He's sinister mien and cold voice were a perfect asset to Tom's character. Not to mention the fact that he's terribly cute. I'm attracted to dark evil power, so I just about had a heart attack in the theater when watching Dillane's performance.

I reccomend you go see the movie, even if it's just to go prove me wrong and you can come back and blog about that. But I love HP and I can tell you, they did a really good job developing this movie, and in making the end of this movie a climactic start of the next. Lavender and Ron were so entertaining, and there were even a few scary parts. I don't want to give away too much. GO SEE IT!

And never fear my friends. Even though the 7th is the last, it's going to be in two parts so we've got at least a few more years of awesome Harry Potter Fandom. I'm going to cry when it's all over, I just know it.

Stronger. Better.

440 caL total today.

I had a huge fight with mother. Spent the night asleep on a bench at my old high school. I'm very unhappy which might be why I don't feel like eating. Could be the diet pills. Who knows.

Focusing on playing the SIMS for hours on end and crafting.

hugs everyone. Tomorrow is going to be good. Fast Fast Fast.

Thank You

I just want to say how much all fo the support has meant to me. I really appreciate it girls!
I hope everyone is living well, and doing the right thing!

If you need any support I'm here for you as well.

xoxox

One word

pizza

Stay Strong

Days

Good Job to me the last three days. I've been doing really well.

I don't feel thinner though. I don't look thinner.

I haven't got on the scale since tuesday. Ugh.

How is everyone else doing?

3, 4, and Today

Yesterday, was the night my family decided to go out for dinner.
I failed. I had lo mein. And I ate the whole bowl.
Even though I went for a run as soon as I got home, I felt irritated and awful all night.

The day before was so good! I went swimming and resisted the urge to eat. I felt thin and beautiful watching the rest of my family eat.

Today, I don't know about today. I wish I could just live at the gym so that every day when I woke up, I would see the machines and know what my mission was. I'd get up early and hear the hum of the treadmill, the thump of weights. I would be happy then.

I'm afraid to get on the scale.

Complications

Already I'm having problems.

My mom brought home Chipotle for dinner last night. I ate all the veggies on the bol and nothing else, but I felt awful because I didn't know how many cals that was and if I went over.

Today I'm going to try and spend 3 hours at the gym, then go swimming for another two. Mom is away on a business trip, so no worries tonight.

Can't wait until the fast day. Does anyone have that lemonade recipe? It has like cayenne...I don't remember.

Day Two

225 cals for breakfast.

Summer squash for lunch. Roasted=40 cals.

Day one

Ana Bootcamp!

500 cals may not seem like a lot to someone who stuffs their face in excess of 2,000 cals a day. But if you sit and think about it, 500 cals gives you many options.

Breakfast: 125 cal
Lunch- half an avocado: 170 cal.

That leaves me with 205 cal to use up by dinner.

Ana Bootcamp

Thanks to Kat for this inspiration that I'm going to follow strictly!

1: 500 calories
2: 500 calories
3: 300 calories
4: 400 calories
5: 100 calories
6: 200 calories
7: 300 calories
8: 400 calories
9: 500 calories
10: fast
11: 150 calories
12: 200 calories
13: 400 calories
14: 350 calories
15: 250 calories
16: 200 calories
17: fast
18: 200 calories
19: 100 calories
20: fast
21: 300 calories
22: 250 calories
23: 200 calories
24: 150 calories
25: 100 calories
26: 50 calories
27: 100 calories
28: 200 calories
29: 200 calories
30: 300 calories
31: 800
32: fast
33: 250 calories
34: 350 calories
35: 450 calories
36: fast
37: 500 calories
38: 450 calories
39: 400 calories
40: 350 calories
41: 300 calories
42: 250 calories
43: 200 calories
44: 200 calories
45: 250 calories
46: 200 calories
47: 300 calories
48: 200 calories
49: 150 calories
50: fast


Day one begins tomorrow for me. I'm excited to start. I think I'm going to portion out some "meals" tonight. I convinced my mom to finally buy some meatless things, though I haven't taken a look at the cals or anything. Tons of veggies in the house as well as fish. Also dreaded pasta, cheese, meat, and sugary cereal.

Careless

I find it so hard to stay on track, even though I hardly eat anything. I feel sick a lot. I think it's because when I do eat, I eat sugary things.
Blasphemy, I know.

What can I do to keep my motivation up? If I'm not constantly looking at beauty, then I slack, I forget my mission.

Lost 3 lbs.