Friday, April 24, 2009

Close Enough to Killing Myself

Less than 500 calories today.

I am so depressed.

I have no one.

I have pills close to my bed and I wonder if I can overdose.

I am almost hysteric as I write this, yet looking at me you couldn't tell.

The hurricane is going on inside me, in my brain, in my heart.

2 comments:

nika! said...

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVE NO ONE?! FUCKING CALL ME AND I'LL ANSWER (or atleast call you back)! ALWAYS!

Anonymous said...

you have all of us, were all here for you
stay strong