Today I was my strongest in a week.
But I didn't do my best.

My 'friend' woke me up early to go with her to this school she's thinking about going with. First of all I fucking hate the lady there. She's a bitch to me, and treats me like a child.
and secondly, I don't like being awake before 9 or 10 because I'm extremely homicidal. So this girl when ever I'm upset she tries to do something I'll like. For example, she loves 'country' music, which I have trouble enjoying. So if she thinks I'm upset she'll play rock music which I really enjoy as a peace offering.
This morning she tried to bribe me with coffee and I wouldn't let her. She needed to feel bad about what she was making me do. I ignored her most of the morning and then the rest of the day.
This girl is spoiled rotten but complains and makes me a patsy for her parents. Fuck it. Today was the last straw.
So we were at this school, a culinary 'academy' and they were baking cookies. Now I don't eat in the morning because it upsets my stomach, but she wouldn't get off my back about eating these oatmeal cookies. I don't even like oatmeal cookies. Plus they had chocolate in them. Fuck! She was like 'try them try them!' and I jsut wanted to fucking punch her.

So then we left and She took me back to her house. I had two pieces of water melon and then went back to sleep for a while.
When I woke up I had two pieces of cinnamon raisin bread with a teaspoon of smart balance and a fuze drink that I split up over 4 hours.

After that I didn't eat anything because I knew I wouldn't be able to avoid dinner.

Calories for the day.
Fuze(10 cals per serving): 20 cals
Bread(65 per slice): 130 cals
Cookie: 127 Cals

Dinner: 430 cals.(fucking rice)
I used the 'pushing your food around on your plate to make it look like you're eating more than you are' trick so it helped. I also ate slower than anything.But the numbers are still depressing.

Today's total: 712.

under 800 but still Extreme Fail.

Hope tomorrow will be better. I'm totally starving right now, my stomach hurts with it. I'm glad I have this feeling back.