I am losing.
Finally.
But When I slip up, it takes me back to the number I dread to see. 197
What I really want to do today is fast.
So I've been talking more to the internetz boy, and of course like a cotton-headed ninny muggins I find myself thinking about him, and smiling like an idiot.
What is is about being a girl that makes us so silly around dudes? Or even ladies if that's your thing. I don't know what the future is for me, if he'll be in it or not. I hope that he'll find someone else....
So I can be alone.
How horrid does that sound?
I don't want to be put on again. And for once I'd like to have a relationship that doesn't exist in cyber space.
The diet I'm on is called the rotation diet. Its a little bit amazing. Besides my slip up last night I had been at 192-3, this morning I'm at 195. Hoping to hit 190 by the end of this week...two days. I haven't been out running but I know with the heaviness of what I ate last night I have to, or be damned.
Anyway....this diet suits me because you never go over 1200 cals a day in three weeks. 600 for three days 900 the last four for the first week, 1200 for the second, and then 600/900 again. Its kind of bad ass, and everything is measured which I love.
So maybe I'll post the first week's menu for you. I changed a few things because I don't eat read meat.
So anyway. Happy Friday ladies. And Lads if there are any.
2 comments:
Hang in there, Sparrow!
I've slipped up quite a bit this week as well =/
Maybe you should see if your internetz boy lives anywhere moderately near to you. I met my boyfriend online. He lives in NY, and I in MA, but we set it up so we could see eachother as much as possible. And the first time we met in person we both had our parents with us "just in case". Maybe he'll up for something like that. Granted you too have to be comfortable with it. I dont know, don't give up too soon if you really like him.
And could you please post the meal plan! It sounds so great.
I always found what works best for me is just to switch up how much I eat and on what days. Especially when I first started. It makes your metabolism all confused. But GOOD JOB getting down as much as you have. Just remember - one day at a time! Sometimes, it's easier just to not think about tomorrow, and just focus on how you act today.
And no, it's not bad to think that. it's how I feel about my current girlie sometimes. I don't do the cyberspace thing, but me and her are internetz, and it's...weird. Confusing.
Just do what feels right for you.
And Prozzy is right. If he does live close enough, then you two could meet. If you don't ahve parents, I could help you out with how to set up "proper safe meetings". Believe it or not, but I took a seminar which involved how to meet with someone on line in a safe manner (don't ask what the seminar was XD). So if you need tips, I can tots help out with them XD
The meal plan would be great!
Good luck, bb ♥
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