If you're looking to hear about how I starved myself today...you'll be just ass disappointed as I.
I ate lunch with my mother today. I shared a large turkey sandwich with her.
For about an hour and a half I felt terrible about eating it. I fretted about how I was going to get somewhere where I could throw it up.
I attended the Holiday party that my building was throwing. I didn't eat much. Though I did devour 3 cookies. Me and cookies are doomed.
For the first time in a long time I feel exhausted. I went to the library today. I think since I had eaten I was in a regular frame of mind. I looked at a few books to try and understand the connection between brain and body. But there was nothing to help with what I feel.
My mom thinks therapy will work, but that's just for the depression. She doesn't know about the starving.
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