A whole bunch of nothing now. I don't see a point in living if not for him.
He said...he's not worth anyone.
To me...that means that nothing I do will ever be good enough to make him believe he's worth me. I'm not good enough. I want to scream.
So I told him goodbye. I'm not going to torture myself. But now he's upset. I know I did the right thing. He says he still loves me, he just doesn't want to have to say it. But Why should I stay for someone who doesn't know if they want me, because they're sure they're not worth my love? Am I daft?
Ugh.
There is nothing good about today. Woke up to find my phone bill is 80$ because apparently I don't have international texting. Duh.
First no intake day of the three i promised myself. I'm such a sodding excuse for a girl.
I loved him, why isn't that enough?
2 comments:
He is a cock. Some guys never appreciate what is right in front of them. They are too fixated on themselves.
If he can't make up his mind he isn't worth it. Loved it past tense, right?Not present??
Find someone who will see you for the awesome person you are. You deserve a prince who will treat you like a queen at the very least <3
You're a dirty bitch, PeriAdot, don't call someone a cock when you have no fucking idea who they are or what they're going through, stuck up bitch.
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