Dear god, please don't let me eat today.
By one, I'm going strong. Though I did drink alcohol. I think I' might be becoming a real drinker. Better than an eater right?
Anyway. I got through thanksgiving, I hope you did too. And surprise surprise, I didn't gain a bit. Still trying to break 190 I just can't seem to get it right! The most frustrating thing ever!!!!!
Damn you plateaus.
Sorry for being away for so long. Dealing with depression and the fact that I hate most everything about myself, I have no real home, and trying to love someone the best way I know how. He's patient, but I keep hurting him. I just want everything to be stable.
But anyway. That's a quick update.
Have a good day all.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
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