Fatal

You know what I don't think is fair?
Fat women telling you that being fat is just fine.
IT'S NOT.
I don't know who they live with themselves. In truth they don't even like how they are spending hundreds of dollars on systems that don't work. All they need to do is make the choice to stop eating. Stop being so goddamned selfish.

I went to the shrink. Talked for an hour. Didn't get prescribed anything. But I made the mistake of talking about my eating habits. Talking made me feel good about food. Fuck food.
I fell off the wagon.
You don't even want to know what I've eaten today. I'm a failure.
I felt all of the extra flesh on my arms stomach and legs. I can feel my ribs when I suck it in, so I know I'm getting closer, but how will this latest binge affect me?

How can I stop eating once I've started now?

Help me!