So I'm sleeping, actually getting a good rest because I haven't in a long time.
And then I get rudely woken up by the sound of the front door slamming and my roommate wailing like a broken doll.
Drunk, pee pantsed, and out of her f*ing mind, I listen to her scream, cry, beg, and curse into her phone at her boyfriend for at least an hour.
The worst part is that this wasn't even in the room with me, she was outside in the living room. So I'm lying in bed, thinking how much I want to go out there and strangle her, maybe even yell to get her to shut up. I hear her go in and out of the house on to the balcony. I hear her rummaging in the kitchen. Then I think she passed out and for a blissfull few minutes I go back to sleep. Only to be woken again when her boyfriend carries her into the room, making enough noise to make even a saint contemplate killing them both, and she starts whining and wailing again.
And even after that, when they finally both went to sleep after sickening hushed whispers of: 'I love you baby' and 'it's going to be alright, just go to sleep', they woke up this morning talking. She coudln't even remember whast had happened, she'd fucking blacked out. So they went of laughing about what had happened and talking the whole fucking morning away.
That was the wonderful end to the best fucking night of my life! Only a few hours earlier had I completely stuffed myself with food(I haven't eaten this morning, thank the gods). My mother had also told me that she was stopping the loan that was letting me go to school, which means I am totally FUCKED. I worked for a whole fucking year to try to get into school! Working around a job and the immenent getting kicked out of my fucking house, plus paying rent at said house I was getting kicked out of. Then she lays this fucking shit on me. A whole year of fucking struggling for this shit and now she punks out!?
What the fuck has my brother or sister ever done that even put them on my level? What kind of ambittion do they show?! So what if they fucking want to go to college. My brother will piss all of that fucking money awat, get some girl pregnant and eat my mom out of house and home. My sister is going to community college for chrissakes! She can get money from anywhere she wants to. So fucking unfair.
And I felt like killing myself for the whole day. Not to mention it was 12 degrees F out yesterday and I was outside for most of the day freezing my everything off.
So right now my phone is off because I don't want to talk to any of those fuckers. I'm sitting in my room waiting for this day to be over so I can get up at 4 am to get to work at 6. Whoopie. And I'm trying not to think to hard so that I don't kill myself, because I am very, very close.
Fuck this.
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I would have killed your roommate. No one disrupts my sleep unless there's a fire or some sort of apocalyptic explosion I need to be made aware of.
She didn't even apologize, until I brought it up yesterday. I really don't like her.
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