I've gained about 10 pounds from just being at home and eating whatever I want. I think the self hatred is being staved off by the food, but it's coming I feel it.
I'm anxious and upset but not really sure why.
I've been working helping my former employer move into a new house, and making good money, which is nice. But I ruined my nice black jacket with bleach today. I'm pretty sure I can dye it back, and I'm not upset about that. I want to go back to my apt so that I can move my stuff into my new rooms, but ick, I can't until Saturday and then I have a birthday party. I'm stressed out and I feel cornered because I can't leave this woman to do her own house. UGH!
SO yeah I'm stressed.
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