I die a little inside each time I see the scale shift up.
186 when I got up today. Managed to eat lunch and get it all out. Company was over for dinner so no go there. Had to entertain. I didn't eat a lot. But we all know that's just an excuse.
Then....cherry pie. With fake whipped cream. And now I have heart burn.
Fuuuuuuck.
I don't know how long you wait to purge, but within 5 mins of me eating something, it has to go. Feeling very tired today. Was fun hanging out with...hmm lets call him Perfect. Fun hanging out with Perfect today. He's too much fun, and he makes me laugh. Plus he's smart...not like pretentious smart more like...he knows a lot and we can actually have conversations about things without him getting worked up or overly opinionated. He has his views, but he can also see the other side. Its such a refreshing change, from banging my head against a wall trying to talk to A.
A's Section:
Dear A,
Get over yourself.
All the best,
Wry.
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Dear Wry.
You rule.
Love,
Peri
Dear 'A'
Have you got your man-rags or something sweetheart? Coz you sure sound like it. Time to take a teaspoon on concrete and harden the fuck up.
Here's hoping you grow a pair, or at least get the hell over yourself,
Peri.
how long I wait till I purge after a binge? usually after I have *finished*.I think that I am only able to purge properly when I am reaaaally full.thus I can not purge when I have eaten food 1 of 10 and then food 2 and purge and...etc :C hate how I trained myself to be only able to vomit when I push my hadn into my stomach grmph
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