Thursday, September 3, 2009

Bitchin'

Not really.

So my mom had me served with eviction papers. Usually I would be crying and tearing my hair out. But I don't feel anything.

I know I'm not a bad person.

Right now I want to die. I want to stop being in this sort of pain.

I don't know what to do. I have NO money. I have about 81 cents in my bank account. I'm thinking of stealing some things so I can pawn them for money.

I need to get out of town and I think there's a 10$ bus that can take me to NY and from there I think I can get a job.

Am I strong enough? Do I care enough to go on?

What sort of person does this? I asked her if she realized how crazy she sounded, but she didn't think she sounded crazy at all.

If you have any suggestions, I need them now.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

No offense, but you mom soinds like a super bitch!

Wry Sparrow said...

My mom is a super bitch. The meds don't help at all.

Cristen Lee said...

Do you have any relatives who wouldn't mind your staying with them just until you get a job and can move out?

Maybe you can like help with the cooking and cleaning or help with the kids (if they have any) until then, so you're not just another mouth to feed and body to accomidate.

Wry Sparrow said...

Ya, I know that. I'm working on getting a job ASAP. And I'm not going with any relatives because I disowned one half, and the other half have grabby hands and rapey penises. Thanks for the ideas!