Monday, September 14, 2009

Thrill seeker

I had a few spoons of soup in all, maybe a half cup. A serving is a whole cup, but I watered it down before I ate it.

And I was fine, until it started getting dark. It seems night just triggers my hunger. I'm upstairs now so that I don't eat. When I was downstairs near the kitchen I kept going in and opening the fridge and the pantry, the cupboards. There's not much but I could hear the voice: 'just a little of this, just a handful of cereal, one boiled egg can't hurt'. I feel better for resisting, I don't need the ordeal of guilt that comes with eating, not today. I'm better than that.

Yay for strength, I pass it around to all of you.

Feeling sleepy.

Stronger than yesterday, stronger tomorrow.
Thin is in ladies!

3 comments:

Cristen Lee said...

You're doing well! Keep up the good work. And good call, getting out of the kitchen.

PrettyWreck said...

I wish I could find a way to bookmark this and save it (I don't have a computer right now D: ) but this is what I need to hear. THat shared strength. Maybe when we can't be strong, and all of us our weak, together, we can be strong. I hope that makes sense.

THank you. You just made me put away the peanut butter O.O

Strength said...

keep it up!! you ARE strong =)
EMPTINESS IS STRENGTH
xoxo
-Strength