Rofl...ironically

Thanks girls for the tips on leg workout, I've done some with Jillian and omg! She's really tough, but I feel good after.

My family is a bunch of assholes. I'm not just saying that to bitch, it's the sad, sad truth.
I leave for NY next friday. I hope I wont be on the streets too long, I'm going to be busting my ass finding a job. Until I do find one I'll be selling my crafts.

I'm kind of looking forward to homelessness, only because I'll loose weight. It seems very wrong in a small part o f my brain that I'm happy about my situation, but these sorts of things demand courage and maybe a little foolishness.

I still doing very well on calories. I haven't eaten past 7pm tonight. Though that is good, I wish I had more energy to take myself to the gym. I'm giving myself a little leeway because of the stress. Haven't been on the scale still, getting a bit ansty about that. Almost all of my clothes feel loose, but not loose enough.
I really really want my breasts to get smaller, sometimes I feel like cutting them off.
Every time I feel hungry I grab my fatty areas and say 'does fatty want to eat?' it works very well as a deterrent.

Doing my best, and thinking thin.