Strong Will

Hey readers.
I have made it half a day with 0, count 'em, 0 calories. You know what is keeping me going? Thinspo. Pics Pics Pics
I'm not hungry, but I'm afraid that if I go into the kitchen I'll eat. So I'm going for a bike ride later.

I told my boy last night that I hated him and was totally jealous of him not eating. He told me that I shouldn't be because we're built different. I can tell him anything, and he makes it better if its all wrong and terrible.

Mmm....rumbling stomach. Feels good to be hungry. I don't want to put anything in my mouth today or tomorrow. Or the next day.

I feel good.

I'm going to share something with you. I feel like you wont judge me too much, and you deserve to know.

My highest weight was 216.
Appalling isn't it?

I'm applying for a job at a resort in Wyoming. How do you think that is going to work out? There's another job in UT. Is it playing make believe to think I can get a job so far away?
Hmm...no point if I don't try.
Starting to feel disoriented...gonna go. I love reading all of your blogs. Please keep posting and keep starving.