Even though....

I didn't binge.
It was all vegetarian
It was less than 100cals

I feel like I failed. I wanted to be strong. And was....to the point where my sister told me I had serious problems. But no one was home and ....and I didn't stop to think. And before I knew it I felt like I was going to puke.
Even the tiny bit I ate, all terribly good for you nutrition wise.....ugh.

Today and yesterday have been great because of how little I do eat in terms of calories. I burn them off, but it never seems like enough. It will never be enough if I want to reach my goal by the end of the year.
I need to remember that.

Is anyone looking for a txting or messaging buddy? I need help.

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Few hours later...
Went to work out, feel sooo much better.
I was down another pound before I went out, so I'm looking forward to loosing some more. Down 4lbs total from the 8 I already lost.
Want to drop the last 6 by tuesday.