Monday, September 14, 2009

Still not good enough

The joke's on me.

I'm in an emotional state. If I cry, please forgive me.

I'm a fat horrible cow chaining people to my simple threats and idiocy. Inaction, desperation, depression, and lies.
I hate lying. I have paranoia. I have to choke on every emotion and make sure I don't let it slip. Because it will dribble out thick and revealing like blood.

I hate when people do things for me. I'll never be free because I'm weak, and terrible and cowardly.

I'm in pain

1 comment:

ruby said...

i know it;s not much, but all i can do is *big hug*