Thursday, September 17, 2009

Stop at two

Two pieces of pizza, both thin crust, one with all the toppings picked off. I have no idea how many cals that is.

The best and worst thinspiration: going back to high school. Every girl there looked so good, it made me feel like a fat ugly skank. I wish I looked so fresh and young. Is it sad that being 20 makes me feel old?

When I actually went to school I didn't care how people thought of me, I don't regret that, but I wish I had cared more about how I looked. I wish I had thought about being thinner, working harder. Now I'm stuck at gross fatty. *sigh*

The weight isn't coming off fast enough. I know it's partly because I haven't been back to the gym, and also its retaining water from pms. I've been good with my food, except today, so wtf.

Ugh I need to go out drinking and dancing. Why does no one in this town have any weed? Or acid....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What?! No weed?! That's not a town to be living in. Although, weed's probably THE worst drug to be smoking. Man, when the munchies hit there's no denying 'em haha.