Friday, September 18, 2009

Different Strokes

Cereal: purge
Ice cream: purge
Tuna sandwich: purge

Gym: burned 305 cals + weights.

Sitting here eating grapes wondering if I'm going to make myself purge those too. In all I had a really good day. Got lots of laundry done cleaned the living room and kitchen again. It looks like shit, again. so I'll be cleaning that up tomorrow, again.

Had a thought in the shower.

Emotions are ridiculous and untrustworthy. One never knows what emotions are manipulated by. Feelings are absolute and different from emotion. Feelings are what to go by. I can say I'm in love. But that I never ever believe. I love my cats, I love cartoons, I love fashion.

If I feel love then it is something strong and consuming. I feel love when I stare up at the night sky. I feel love when I hear music. That is what I trust because it is constant and absolute.

Be strong girls, I'm here you're here, and tomorrow is another day.

Add on: I just heard my mother barfing and thought: good she needs to loose some weight.
Is that wrong?

3 comments:

Peridot (G+P) said...

Do not, I repeat, do NOT purge those grapes Wry!!

They have shit in them that your body needs and loses heaps of while purging. (Read: minerals, electrolytes vitamins etc)

That, and I can't think of anything nastier than regurgitated grapes >.<

Lol I love epiphany showers ^.^

*hugs* I hope you have a good day tomorrow.
Lol how about we all get together and donate some spare poundage to my mum? She's a bloody stick insect XD

Cristen Lee said...

Very interesting thoughts. I think I'd have to agree with you on that one. Showers are the best! lol

Keep the grapes down, Peri has a good point. (Btw, have you ever tried grapes frozen? So good!)

ruby said...

i always have my best thoughts when i'm blow-drying my hair. i think having my head flipped upside down shakes all the good things loose ;-)

i'm sorry about all the purging. try not to any more today and drink lots of water. tomorrow is a new day and you can get on track really quickly. you're so strong and wonderful!