Hot Lanta

I have heartburn.
I went to workout and it was intense. I can actually run a mile now, so I feel good about that.

I was really inspired by all of the thinspo I've been looking at. Also all of you guys make me want to be better and stronger. I ate a serving of honey roasted peanuts after working out for the protein. I feel bad about that.

My stomach is empty, my resolve is strong.
Ever wonder why every other commercial is about food or weight loss? Its so wrong.

I will try and go three days eating only safe foods or nothing. My internet boy told me today he thinks he's anorexic because he hasn't eaten in three days.

I hated him then. I hated him because he hadn't eaten and all I can think about is food. I hated him because he's a boy and he'll loose so much weight without even trying.

So I'm letting that jealousy fuel my eating and working out.
I kept telling my self I was weak, and worthless, and I had no willpower. That made me go longer and harder, not stopping until I proved that voice wrong. I don't need food. I don't take orders.
Karen Carpenter didn't take orders from food.