And also a purge day.
Earlier today I went for a walk and then I came home and:
Had a serving of whole wheat pasta with avocado and tomato
3 salt and vinegar chips
2 almonds
1 brazil nut
Then I decided to have a tofu ice cream sandwich. Half of which I chewed a few times then spit out.
Then later I had a chicken tortilla and celery with peanut butter. Some more chips.
And then I threw it up until my stomach hurt.
When I got dressed this morning I couldn't see past the fat. I felt so depressed and ugly. Every step I took I could feel the fat of my thighs moving and I wanted to cry. I was walking along the sidewalk and a guy was coming the other way and he stepping into the grass instead of walking right past me. I felt like a fat skank who was making the ground shake with every step. So I walked as fast as I could to get to another path and i didn't look at him.
The good side of today is that my pants don't fit....I mean I look frumpy if I wear them, so that makes me feel good. Also with throwing up my second meal I think I'm down to 500cals for the day but I can't be sure.
Over @ Quest For Perfection, Kat is doing the 0-2-4-6-8 diet but I don't think I can do that without blowing everything. Even the easiest diets elude me. Maybe I should try harder....hmm.
She's almost perfect to me. I love her stomach and hip bones.
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I just finished catching up! ^.^
The scary angry look on that model's face is what I'd be giving your Mum right now, except I'd be holding a cricket bat. She sounds like a right cock!
Damn in the papers here atm EVERYONE seems to be wanting chefs!! Pity this is the other side of the damn world :(
What is the 0-2-4-6-8 diet?
Lol, shes a slag, but whatever. If i could get a visa, or over there I would.
The diet is calories. each day it goes up. 0 200, 400, etc.
Wow, that girl is gorgeous. And I'm think about trying the 0-2-4-6-8 diet...have you ever done it before?
No I've never tried it because consciously eating enough to equal 800 cals makes me nervous. As if I wont be able to stop if I start.
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